Minggu, 18 Maret 2012

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So now I have to thankful with him, to make me believe that love can comes and gone. It brings any expectations which more there are hopes, not sadness. Now, I just stand and stare here, without figure anything out. Here, to watch my boy-who-i-like trying to get someone whom he loves until die. I don’t know how exactly happens with him and his personality life. I just wish that he could living with his truly love. I happy for you, dear.
 
All I want is a little room to stay. So I can sleep tight, dream of you and I, across the sea. Let me just dreaming about you for last time. I know, I’m running into circles, baby. A quiet desperation is building higher. I’ve got to remember, this is just a game.
 
Dear me, I’m deeply in tears. So hurry up end this heartache. Lit me from this painful dungeon, please? Put a chin up on your face and go away, which mean, I don’t mind.. and hey, she’s waiting for you! She’s longing for you! And I know for sure, you’re falling in love once again for a good time, at least for tonite.

what kinda of...

night will fall
you see
the city glows again
you see
the morning comes too soon
that's how the circles goes around
here and there
always a story from somewhere
always another line to say
no, i won't stay along this line
of broken pieces lying somewhere

Selasa, 13 Maret 2012

hey

Hey, how’s life? Are you fine, friends? Long time no post. It happened cause I think I’ve trough so many problems without solve it perfectly. And then here I am, back to writing. And no different , I still write my story all over again.
This story is about a girl meets a boy. They’re like each other, I thought. But reality doesn’t say the same. I know, reality sometimes being something sucks, something uneasily. Yah, I know it in front.
Let me break it down for you. The girl on the previous paragraph is me, and the boy is, I won’t to spell his name but I give you a sign. He is my classmates. I don’t know how to explain how often me falling with my classmates. Honestly, when you’re falling with your classmates, is better than you’re falling with silly people. you will know more him closer when you placed in same class. Is that right? I think we agreed for that J
About three months a go, my best told me about a boy who is take presentation in front of class. For her, he is charming. Have a perfect body. Tall, gentle, and his face have a beautiful garnish, and the garnish is his pretty smile. At the same second, I look at his eyes, I don’t feel anything. I saw him as a boy with a weird accent. He comes from out of my island I mean yeah, you know not java indeed. I don’t even exciting with him. So, I don’t care with him.
But, something has changed! Yeah, that smells so classics. But I think love story doesn’t know expired time. At one night when he took presentation again, I saw something I don’t know what kind of something, but when I look at his eyes, I feel different. Like desire maybe, but for sure my heart is beating faster than before. At the presentation, I saw him as someone who’s really making me curious. His face so pale, and when we’re back to home, I barely ask him about his pale at parking lot before a took my motorcycle. I asked him “are you sick? Your face so pale?” and he answers “nope. I’m fine. Why?” I can’t answer him. So I’m not talking anymore and just smiling and passed away. And at the same time, I feel so stupid, asking something for no reasons. Silly me!
And time passed by, my feelings getting strong. I don’t know.
Holidays come. My feeling is still
Trough the holidays, I miss him.
After the holidays, we meet.
Nothing special things happened between me and him. But I realized that I have a special staring to him. My eyes meet his eyes, and then we smiling. It feels like all of my happiness showering on me. It’s the best feedback I ever had, hahaha. But the most important things for me is, I’m falling with him. And that’s so weird, I mean, for a month ago I just dislike with him but now, look ganis had fallen with him! I don’t catch that.
But everything had changed! He belongs to someone. I don’t know who the lucky girl it is, but I have to learned that, not of your expectation walking trough the reality like I talk to you in front, that reality is sometimes is sucks.
So now I have to thankful with him, to make me believe that love can comes and gone. It brings any expectations which more there are hopes, not sadness. Now, I just stand and stare here, without figure anything out. Here, to watch my boy-who-i-like trying to get someone whom he loves until die. I don’t know how exactly happens with him and his personality life. I just wish that he could living with his truly love. I happy for you, dear.
All I want is a little room to stay. So I can sleep tight, dream of you and I, across the sea. Let me just dreaming about you for last time. I know, I’m running into circles, baby. A quiet desperation is building higher. I’ve got to remember, this is just a game.
Dear me, I’m deeply in tears. So hurry up end this heartache. Lit me from this painful dungeon, please? Put a chin up on your face and go away, which mean, I don’t mind.. and hey, she’s waiting for you! She’s longing for you! And I know for sure, you’re falling in love once again for a good time, at least for tonite.