this year and this second semester i've done bad things. yeah, memang susah mengerjakan berbagai persoalan dari masalah ujian, bapak kos, sampe ricecooker bahkan laptop yang sangat absurd. semuanya udah ga ada yang beres. nothing done well. so is it my fault or what? but this question myself can answer it maybe(?).
rasanya sumpek ya Allah, sampe sampe i must spend my money to go-back-go-back from internet rent to the kost.belum lagi remedi remedi yang ga penting atau aapalah. ya Allah why my life get so hard. ooooh, pengen bungie jumping sambil teriak teriak. just anyone can solve my problem?
my family has give me a big resppobsibility for my success here. but father, its so hard. why i'm so weak. huhuuu i'm not like you whereas im your daughter. why i'm not like my brothers who so smart and workharder. why i'm like myself? so weak and oooh i cant like you.
father, im sorry if im not like you. but i would being you, just being what you want me to be. father, i would study hard here and trying to be best here. father, whatever it takes, you are my star. my brightness star. my father, my hero, my everything. thank you father, fo make me fulfilled here. im not disappointed you, i'll try it.
i will
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